Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Pity Party. Thanks.

Hello there world. I am writing after a doozy of a day. Many a hitch in my steps and cannot wait until I crawl in to my cozy bed and forget that this world full of crashing Photoshops and fruitless attempts to be a productive human being even exists. This is a confession really. Today I sucked at being a gracious momma. I really sucked at being content despite my circumstances. I sucked even worse at capturing a family's beauty through my lens. I feel defeated. But am gently reminded that tomorrow is a day of Thanksgiving.

I pray that I will land on the right side of the bed in the morning. That when I pour my coffee, my glass will be half full. Or flowing over even. I have pies, bread pudding, cranberry sauce and a sweet potato casserole to prepare, so I must draw my much needed juice from a well that is reliable. And so, I want to give a cranky, weary shout out to Jesus. And be grateful that on my snarkiest of days, that He loves me and sees me as sweet and kind and good. Self-serving, impatient wretch should=badness. But instead, I get to be a treasure. What a concept.

How about you? What are you grateful for this Thanksgiving holiday?

2 comments:

Amber Rose said...

Thanks for being real. I loathe days like this and unfortunately don't always go to Jesus as quickly as you did. I need to be reminded I am His treasure. Incredible concept. I'm thankful for people in my life who speak truth and give me grace when I know I don't deserve it. I'm thankful for a Savior who takes me just as I am.

Demetrius and Amy said...

i'm thankful that i can call you my friend. and i'm thankful that we are delighted in...not because we are always delightful. what an amazing result of Jesus' sacrifice.

and i love that you use the word snarky ALL the time. it's my fav.